Friday, July 10, 2009
looking back~
wow.. it has been ages since i last blog.. hmmm.. in a blink, the holiday is half gone!hmmm.. i guess to be positive, i should say there is still half left of our holiday..
erm.. both seems quite sad to me.. sob.. cos no matter how i say it.. sch opening is drawing closer and closer..
lots happened to me.. since the day i last blog.. was it after my trip to bintan or not... hmmm..
anyway.. my trip to bintan was SUPER fun.. can it be counted as a honeymoon? ha.. the sea was CLEAR.. i really mean clear.. i can see where i am stepping on in the sea.. can u believe it.. we had our own private pool outside our villa.. we had ppl coming to our pouch to bbq for us.. ha!
oh ya! i took off my braces on the 1st of july. YEAH! but when i thought thats the end of my torture, there comes the retainer.. my goodness.. its more irritating than the braces.. only good point.. it can be taken off.. whahahaa.. i am not wearing them now.. i know i know.. i will put them on soon..
yesterday was my 4th month anni with my baby.! yeah.. had a really great time with u..
a good relationship brings out the best in u..
heard that from someone.. hmm.. dont really remember who..
Posted by qi at 1:42 AM
Monday, June 8, 2009
hmmm...
wow.. so long nv update.. looking back at my previous posts, its a totally different me.. cos.. EXAMs ARE OVER!!ha.. so many things have changed.. hmmmm.. so many things happened.. but i am so lazy to blog about them, and i am on the phone...
so~
i am alive~
guess that sums up everything? ha
Posted by qi at 4:22 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
one word
StressPosted by qi at 11:07 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
sudden surge of emotions
hmm.. as i was preparing to leave home for another self study session.. had a suddenly surge of emotions.. that i just need to get it off my chest..To those.. who saw me as i am.. who held on to me when i am falling.. who laugh with me when i am glad.. who stood by me when standing was not easy for me..
i didn't forget..
i won't forget...
don't worry.. i am fine.. better than fine now actually.. just bi guan-ing.. not dead.. trying to find a better self within.. trying to look at myself and see what needs improving, what needs to go...
nv had so much time on my own..
u people out there.. if u really find it hard to keep up with the pace of reality, or if u find it hard to love someone.. its time for u to start falling in love with urself..
once u learn and know how to love urself the way u should be loved, its not hard to find the one that can love u the way u want to be loved..
ha.. abit chim huh.. just try to keep up ya.. hee..
kk.. need to go study le.. haiz......
Posted by qi at 11:10 AM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
AH MENG.. my cousin
hmmm.. recently.. i am glad to realise that my beloved cousin is reading my blog..hmm.. so i am going to dedicate this entry to him..
now i will start off by giving a brief introduction about him..
Name : Desmond Goh (aka Ah Meng, aka Malay boy, aka sausage boy, aka handsome *this one add to make him happy only..* )
Age : 22 this year
BDay : 11 August'87
Status : Single.. *idk counted not.. ex gf can come stay, slp, play MJ at his house.. hmm.. don't know what youngster nowadays thinking.. so complicated.. anyway.. just try ur luck, u nv know maybe he will like u? hmmm.. oh ya.. please be 24 years and older.. he prefer older women.. thanks..
Hobbie : pool, swim, bowling, badminton, Sing song..*its ur loss if u haven't heard him sing.. POWER!.. of cos.. i am kidding~ -_-
Location : West side of Singapore.. *please contact me for his exact address.. please take note a small admin of 20SGD will be charged though.
Favourite Passtime : queueing at poly clinic.. *he really REALLY enjoy it.. u should see the passion in his eyes when he is queueing.. no one comes close...
Contact no. : 812766** *please contact me for the last 2 digit.. please note that a small admin charge of 0.5SGD will be charged though.
hmmm.. even though he has been training hard and secretly in bowling and badminton, trying to win me, he nv came close.. sometimes.. u really need to have abit of talent.. just like me.. ^^
hope after this brief introduction, u all will get a better and closer...
any interested applicants.. please send me a copy of ur particular and a picture of ur CURRENT self.. please don't send those that u look really good.. but actually its already 100 years ago.. i will get back to u if u are qualified.. thanks..
NO REPLY MEANS.. U ARE UGLY, OLD, DISGUSTING AND NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM!! so please don't bug me and ask me why so long nv reply.. i can't say this to a girl face to face.. so don't put me in a difficult position..
thanks for ur time.. ^^
Posted by qi at 9:56 AM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Feedbacks~~
haha.. i am receiving negative feedback about my lack of updates.. hmmm.. ok ok.. here i am blogging again~~hmmm.. where should i start...
Jong Won is back in Singapore! haha.. came to yoguru.. thank goodness i wasn't there at that time, i quited! hee.. or else i think i would have dug a hole just to hide my face.. had the shock of my life when my when my colleague suddenly called me.. "hey qi! i saw ur Ex Girlfriend! She came to look for you!" -_-
hmmm.. what else.. exam coming~~ prelims.. stressed.. trying hard to focus on my studies.. no more fooling around weiqi!!
hmmm.. studying econs, POA and PBF is like a traffic jam to me.. moving so slowly.. when can i ever finish revising them? haiz~~ i need help.. gonna search for help.. i must!
err....
i love sashimi!
hmmm...
oh ya! my car is brand new now! haha.. after that tiny accident, that guy paid for my repairs.. and the uncle of that shop, being a super nice guy, repaired the other damages on my car as well! haha.. so happy so happy.. even the one that i knocked when i just got my license..
oh ya!! and i am no more a "triangle" driver!! yeah!! time flies, its already been a year since i got my license.. such a eventful year for me..
my sister failed twice her driving test.. haiz.. omg omg.. thats like 600 dollars already~ hmmm.. what can i do with 600 dollars.......... alot.. haha!
life is such an amazing thing..
when u expect something to come, it nv comes, but when u least expected it, here it comes knocking~~ *knock knock.... whose there? haha.. omg! i am so lame! *slap slap
i am so thankful~
Posted by qi at 11:14 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
a picture speaks a thousand words
Posted by qi at 11:22 AM
happy birthday.. ^^
hmmm.. wow.. it seems that i really not been updating.. ha~ sorry.. life been.. busy..hmmm.. accident.. birthday.. stressed for upcoming prelims.. parties.. chinese new year.. dad came and go.. about there..
ha.. when there are really so many things happening, it became really hard to keep track.. will try to upload some pic in the morning later.. ha. for now.. its time to join shine shine to slp.. hee...
saw 2 of my friends in sch today.. hand in hand.. ha.. the moment they saw me, shocked.. let go.. so cute.. kk.. if u all still don't wanna make it public, i shall not list any names. hee.. so sweet..
love is an amazing thing.. isn't it..
Posted by qi at 2:30 AM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
torture
had the weirdest dream yesterday night.. hmm.. why would i dreamt about that? about what u told me in the dream..affected my whole day..
depressed...
Posted by qi at 5:12 PM
HAPPY CNY~~
hmmm.. got some feedbacks about my lack of updates.. haha.. for the first time, faced the crisis of losing some of my very few selective readers.. haha.. better do something about it.. thats why.. here i am again.. hmm.. after like..... so long..anyway..
chinese new year...
drinking.. alot..
majong..
poker..
gaming..
lack of sleep.. and u...
family..
hmm.. this should sum up what happened other the last few days..
Posted by qi at 1:33 AM
Monday, January 19, 2009
eh...
Heard this song from my friend's blog.. quote this interesting phrase from the song~Not that I don't care about you
Just that things got so complicated
Eh eh
All I can say is eh eh
sometimes... its so true huh.. hmmm.. what am i talking about? ha.. just some really really random thoughts..
Posted by qi at 9:27 AM
steak and wine~
hmmmm....lazy....
sleepy.. hee...
other time k~ night!
Update (19/1/2009)
hmmm.. finally got the time to fill in this blog entry.. haha.. was so tired yesterday.. didn't really feel like doing anything.. hmmm..
Sat.. Mandy's 21st BIRTHDAY! ha.. GREAT PARTY! hee.. cos of the food maybe.. really love the steak! BEST! should have more.. hmmm.. maybe 2 portion? whahahaa.. finally tried steak with wine.. YUP! they served wine there too! RED red wine.. hmmm.. heard that red wine goes well with steak.. 2 hands UP!!
Sun.. Family day!! decided to be a nice good boy and spend some time with my family.. lunch with mum.. still went out FOR A WHILE in the evening.. hmmm... hard to stay home the whole day.. but was a really relaxing day~~ love it
Prelims coming...
damn~
Posted by qi at 1:44 AM
Friday, January 16, 2009
delusional
have u ever meet ppl who are so in their own world.. that even though what they did was obviously wrong, they still confidently think and speak as though they are right?!had a really relax day at home.. tried out this new online game that meng intro.. yet he didn't play.. watch don't know what house of greed 2.. some drama..
after that its work for me.. hmmm. today i was a really good boy.. never brought any cubee-art to make at work.. instead i brought my PBF assignment.. and i am amazed.. i managed to finish it..
guess i am not having enough rest recently.. today i kept feeling that i am not in my body.. kept feeling like i am another person watching myself doing what i am doing.. hmmm.. ANYONE understands what i am trying to say here?
kk.. back to those really delusional ppl.. after work, i accompanied my sis to one of her tuition kid's house to "collect" her pay.. that !@#$# dragged payment for months already.. about 400 plus dollars..
when we arrived, the lights were off, window tightly shut... at first we knock gently on the door.. for about 10 mins.. no one answered.. pissed*
knock on the door too soft i guess.. went for the window instead.. hmmm.. quite satisfied with the noise it created.. neighbour all came out to watch whats going on.. and we wasted no time explaining to them..
finally that @!#$$#!@# opened the door.. let us in.. talked to us a hell lot of bullshit.. i am really tired to blog it all down.. i just managed to calm down, don't want to be enraged again..
anyway.. he promised us payment on monday night.. he better comes out with the money.. or else... call police.. hee..
don't mess with my family members.. cos i will get really upset.. u won't like it when i am upset..
Posted by qi at 1:06 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
new addition~
wow.. didnt know that hello kitty is so difficult to make~~ hmmm.. but quite happy that it looks good.. its meant as a gift.. so.. must be of a higher standard then those that i made for myself.. hope she will like it~ ^^here are some pics of them..
Posted by qi at 12:40 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009
happy healthy day~!
hmmm.. what a tiring day.. had lessons from 8.30am till 3pm.. stats is so easy! haha.. hmmm.. principle of accounting was alright.. there will be a test next week.. better start preparing..after that decided to look from meng for a late lunch.. how i know he is such a pig! refused to wake up.. haha..
after that, we suddenly decided to play badminton~! aRG!! i cannot believe i actually lose to teddytubby!! i swear he must have taken some banned drugs!
healthy healthy!!
haha..
i was really happy this morning.. i ran out of jeans to wear.. out of desperation, i dug out the old jeans.. i fit in perfectly!! yeah!! hmmm.. i can save lots of money on new year clothing! hee~~
last few days.. i kept having the same dream over and over again.. God.. i beg u.. stop this.. stop torturing me..
Posted by qi at 10:54 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
updates
haven't been blogging much recently.. was really overwhelmed by many things.. hmmm.. finally today is a day which i made effort to keep it free.. just gonna stay at home and get some rest which i been lacking so much..some updates.. i quited my job.. yup.. the one at the yogurt stall at kallang leisure park. this month will be the last month i will be working there.. so u regular yogurt lovers, better get it from me before the job last.. haha.. hmmm.. i really cannot handle working and studying at the same time.. i need more time to concentrate on my studies.. at least i will not be spending my birthday working! hee.. will definitely miss the yogurt and friends there.. but they promise me free yogurt if i visit them still.. hee... YEAH!
yesterday went ktv with my cousin and friends.. cool.. nv met them for a very long time le.. saw my "daddy".. haha.. had a great time singing and dancing~ yup.. we danced.. haha.. thank god no one else is around and i think i danced the best among all.. we were crazy yesterday night~ sang all the way till about 3am this morning~ tired...
and i found my long lost pay cheque.. hee.. i thought i lost my pay cheque for the month nov.. when i asked from my boss for a replacement.. he bloody told me someone cash in the cheque already.. how can it be when i nv cash it in and i am the only person in the world that can. cos it bares my name.. anyway i didn't bother arguing with him and went on a mission to search for it.. finally found it in my car.. haha.. with my dec pay.. i got lots to spend for my new year!!
Posted by qi at 1:49 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
My new HOBBY!!
hee.. recently i found myself a new hobby~hmmmm.. but got alot of negative feedback... sob.. i don't find it childish.. cos do u know how hard it is to make one?!
felt that my effort was so not appreciated..
spent like 3 hours making my first one...
about 2 hours for the second...
and 1.5 hours for the third..
practice makes perfect!! hahahhaa...
more to come.. now there is only 3.. my next one will be a hello kitty(super cute.. gonna be a gift for someone) then black spiderman(thats for myself~ love it!).. then normal spider man(just so the black one won't feel lonely).. hmmmmm.. haven't planned what to planned after those 3... maybe ironman mark 2 armor.. since red ironman seems left out...
here are so pic of my BABIES!
Posted by qi at 12:04 AM
Friday, January 2, 2009
new year
new year..hopes.. and i know.. there will.. be alot more better things to come..
let everything.. anything.. in the past.. stays in 2008.. don't bring any baggage over to 2009.. start afresh.. u can do it.. u have to do it.. we don't have a choice.. but sometimes.. not having a choice may not be a bad thing..
had a really great count down.. no pushing around in the crowds in town.. no fighting for cabs.. no excessive drinking.. ha.. i love it.. maybe i am too old for all these "youngster's activities".. hee..
hmmm.. really needs help for my econs.. i am dying just trying to understand.. less to say.. to master it.. haiz... HELP!
brand new year.. brand new me.. brand new...
do u realise what a year really means?
its the time needed for Earth to obit the Sun once.. so no matter how slow we are.. a year should be enough for us to move on right?
it must be enough.. it have to...
Posted by qi at 3:31 AM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
i don't deserve that
finally i got my spects!!! woooo.. i am enjoying my new spects now.. hahahaha.. even though my degree isn't that bad.. but its still alittle blurry.. i am having perfect vision now!! another thing to add on about my spects.. is that its with Transition lens.. hee.. it will change the tone of the lens to the degree of brightness i am in.. wow.. hee.. don't find it weird that u see me looking at the sun in the next few days.. see it change is addictive!i would rather that i didn't see her face to face.. its been about 8 months since we last saw each other.. glad that the short meeting is able to be within this year.. thanks for making it so clear for me..
i refused to be affected by how you treats me..
anyway, its 3 more days to a new year..
thats when everything will end..
thats a dateline i'll never push.. or miss.. i stood by her long enough.. long enough to be called a fool.. i never regretted a second.. but i think.. its long enough..
finally.. final stage.. Tattoo
No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
My hand in the fire,
sooner or later I get what i'm asking for
No matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed.
The truth is a stranger
My soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free to,
Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind.
I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a Tattoo,
Just like a tatto, I'll always have you.
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking ties.
When I look in the mirror,
Didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I gotta be strong and leave you behind
I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo, I'll always have you.
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you.
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do.
I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo.
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you.
if pain is needed to grow, i thank u.. u will always be my heart's tattoo.. bye
Posted by qi at 12:52 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
merry christmas!
WOW.. its finally Christmas.. ha.. so many ppl wished me, yet most of them i don't have their number.. hmmm.. thank you though~ ^^hmmm.. i am really troubled recently.. what does life wants from me this time.. i am actually surprised at how lady luck is stuck with me.. i mean.. life was never this good to me.. please.. don't let all these be a reason for u to take away something from me.. i don't have much.. and this little left is what i really treasures..
hmmm.. let me be grateful..
1)i met many great friends.
2)i got free movie tickets and watched a great movie FOC.
3)i managed to get a break from work and school.
4)i am feeling so much better.
5)i don't really remember how she looks like.
6)shine shine is getting cuter.
7)my event is over and it was quite successful.
8)my sister broke up her bf and having so many better guys going after her.
9)i am enjoying my single hood.
10)i got a new phone for my room.
11)my lappy is working fine.
12)i am saving the world almost every night.
13)i lose weight (maybe a little too much..)
14)i won $260 on MJ last weekend.
15)i won $85 on MJ last 2 days.
16)i won $310 on Texas Poker today.(what a great Christmas gift!!)
etc....
arg!! nonono!!! life is being too nice.. something is happening soon is it? don't like that.. we can work something out ya? Mr Life.. hmmm.. i think u must be a lady.. sorry sorry.. (cos u are always unpredictable and... i better stop here...) Miss Life.. please.. don't take anything from me.. i don't have much left.. i really treasure everything in my life now..
